Gosh, never really expect that i would felt this way today. Not in my greatest mood at the moment, i slept late last night due to insomnia and moreover i overslept and missed out not going to the dental clinic with my brothers.
Went to work, then sighs* this auntie of mine, she just can't take a deep breath and relax and all she goes is nagging about something she clearly do not understand how it works. And she'd even said " i hire you, not for you to do your own work " i'm like speechless. Fire raging within, manage to extinguish it but ....
And that probably was the reason i'm so moody now. And think about the tons of work i had to manage, i never really expect this one coming. Not that i really mind about it, i mean i do enjoys every work given just that perhaps i just didn't manage each of it well. despite my busy night activities.
I'll tell you what i need to rush about. This Friday, i got this huge thing coming out with most elders and i'm like the only baby there doing my baby talk. Well, i probably need a speech which i have not prepare yet. I really need a speech where ever i go because i would go blank if i didn't.
August is still fine, plan to sungkai with most of my friends on Aug.
Syasa, via and hazman probably. :) then also with The dancers group, don't forget the cool dudes, fyzan,pesal,fathur,lil'Z, and etc. So step up 3 please wait for me to come back.
September, going to Manila and some part of China as well from 12th-21th Sept. Coming back and i need to rush to prepare my awesome sis's bday surprise.
So i need to make sure everything before 11th. ( bare in mind )
And when i come back,
October, yea i still have OCT to worry about. Gosh, it's killing me.
One of my brother's bday is on October, so it's actually a surprise as well and i need to find and talk to someone to help me put everything up. and After His bday i'm rushing myself Down to Kuala Lumpur for my other sister's bday there. see how everything actually connects? Coming back on Oct 17. and NO DOUBTS i got tons of people to catch up and paper work to do.
November, my birthday let's not get too happy about that part first. So, getting my car license and catching up & finding information as well. And More on December !! OMG ! Kill me NOT.
I need to focus on one part? Well, easy to say but think about Dance, Org, Seeker, Birthday. :D Seriously, just keep me alive. (: love you much.
I pray that i could manage everything well without feeling so tired and restless as well.
Take it step by Step. Amen !
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