Ridiculous peoples, tonight

Tell me about it. 


This is what happened just now. My aunt and i went to SKH, she wanted to buy some vegetables so we stop by on the way to work.


My Shampoo kan abis sudah, so i asked her " auntie, can we buy some shampoo? " with a gentle tone.
Who knew that she would fire up her own hair and start bursting flame out of her mouth. 
" what? it's not even a month yet, you know it's expensive? " - well, FYI- i got thick and long hair anyway, so i just kept quiet standing at a side, while she look for vegetable around but her mouth hadn't finish cursing and scolding. She made a round, come back to where i stand pointed at me and keep scolding and made another turn. pffft*
And she scolded all the way to work, didn't even took a break to breath. 
Just don't understand why she had to talk in such a way like it's a big deal or so that she bought 1 shampoo for me last month. She could just replied she don't want to buy, as simple as that but instead she....
nah` useless, dad won't even bother to buy anything for me, not even shampoo. Mom ? sorry, she got her own problem to solve. 


I took a deep breath and keep asking myself to be patient. So many times, i almost swear and join her species to have a war with her. And that totally crashed my mood, but i went up and sat down quiet myself down but. sighs *
How could she be so ridiculous. Or maybe i was the problem as well.


Tonight ! is really a Big Night, well i always assumed it that way when ever i'm really doing something on my own. So yeaa, it is..


Oh, i do have some problems * raising up my hand *
ermm. but i would definitely pray and hope everything will go well later. :) esp the conversation with the team.
will announce the result tomorrow as well.


Just so you forget, after tomorrow i'm going to Miri- KL then KL - Tianjin.
It's just pretty uncomfortable that dad didn't cared much about me. Like sighs* forget it.


Ohh ermm. leaving Brunei definitely misses my awesome friends here. :(
Why i don't feel awesome going there? Maybe i'm clinging to too many things here.
Just pray that i'll let go, and go with an empty heart with much smile to fill. :D


Tonight tonight tonight.
Hope it ain awkward for me, Hope everything turns out to be well. Don't lose my guard. :D


I've been thinking about one particular guy. 
Well, he could definitely i mean i trust him and it would be cool to have him in the team as well.
Well, i'll let tonight discussion decided my new decision. :)