Hey sweet bling blings.
Currently having my heart on someone, i thought i could play it cool and casualize it. But unfortunately, i fall into my own trap.
I was kinda devastated tho. My mood runs low, and i wonders why had i fallen? They say it may just be a crush, but i always believe that everything happens for a reason.
The challenge now is by how am i going to tune this feeling to the right mode?
Things that i learn by carrying this colour inside.
I got a friend who kinda had a crush on me as well, i used to tell him that i normally avoid the guy who likes me ( i dont know why ) so i advised him not to like me, we better be friends than entering a stage where i avoid him. But the truth is, i could sense his intention of wanting to be with someone. When what i seek from him was just friendship. But do you know if he just be cool and we would just spend time together casually as friend who knows i will get used to him and we might even stand a chance.
I should use my own advise, his rushing to be with someone when he dont have to if he would just let things go with the flow. I guess, am rushing as well. So eat my own advise. Let thing go w the flow.
Ps/ i love you
