So last post was about going back to school.
I think i'm not an angel now because one of my college is having flu. And she is not going around looking for document as i'm here sitting blogging for you guys while listening to a Spanish song. :D really a mood lifter <3
I loved French, Spanish and etc. :D sounds awesome by the way.
So last few days, i'm pretty pumped up as usual. I'm always motivated with the things i decided to do. And yes, i was fully charged for both Group. But the unexpected new routine installed in my weeks had caused me to be restless. Not that i really mind, i do enjoy the every different activities it provides but i guess i'm just unable to fully cope up with so much activities and despite my works at noon. I know you worked too, but yeaa. this little brat just can't get herself hyper if she don't have her energy so, excused her. :D
I'm not a good girl, (: i may look delightful and fulled with smile. But inside i'm this bad bad naughty girl.
To be honest, i'm having hard times with both my parents. I can't specify which is better because both are almost equal. Tired much, so yeaa. i'm having hard times in dealing both and trying to get a good way to talk to both. Hope no more ugly argument ! And sighs * i got few things i need to practice, which is quite challenging for me.
1st - No verbal hate
This one is easy, despite my well control of No-swearing to anyone. But i do often, depreciate someone's value not in a total judgement way of course just sometimes, their action cause people to actually say it. But yeaa. learning not to depreciate a person's value. I don't usually does that la.. don't be afraid.
2nd- Silent hate.
This one should be listed the last because this would be the hardest for every human nature ever alive. I tried to practice this but my mind and heart does not give me any option to think as it just think when it wishes to. So, yeaaa.
Just when i got home last night with new lesson to learn, trying to avoid both of verbal hate and silent hate. Less than 30 minutes, i just did one. My dad, -____-" again, talking, blaming, pushing responsibility to me and talked like it's what i should do and not him. Seriously, i'm couldn't handle that feeling he used to gives me like 9 years ago. How could i bear to not be angry within me? :C
Daddy Daddy. Just a tittle in the family, not the ROLE.
Sadly, i do hope that things will go well in this family but even it's heading to the worst. bring it on. :D
3rd- Smile eventho it hurts ! ( Jokes ) Learn not to Pre-judge and Judge at the same time.
So, learn not to pre-judge and when i do. Just think another way round and judge them to be a friendly, lovely kinded person. Practice it and you'll get used to judge someone by positive-ly. :)
awesome ! :D
Again, Gosh` totally in some mood for love. :D
First, it was him and now this? OMG` complaining to myself that " didn't i get the authority to choose who i like? " Please don't let me fall into guy random-ly okay? because it's not Fun and you just did that again. -____-"
Totally
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