Well, the days have been awesome as the past two weeks, a sister of mine has been really amazing. Last week, i was asked to joined badminton with her and the next day we went to a thanksgiving dinner with other Christian people. She'd even made pizza and sent it personally to me. This week, well yesterday i mean the usual she brought me a long to play badminton with her. I did assume that tonight, anyhow she might would want to bring me to the fellowship study but ... i'm just not confident that would be happening.
When someone's been great to you, sometimes i do wonders why and what makes them attached to me cause i definitely do not have anything to offer. I used to have a fear to get close with anyone because it would be a habit and things go bad when they doesn't treat you like they used to.
Again, i forgot to do something i always wanted to do.
Unfortunately i passed by a blog and read a hearted confession. And they were right, i didn't noticed it. I hope in anyway i can do something to ease someone's mood killer in life.
How does friends really get a long together well in a very long time? i know it's normal to have conflicts and argument at times but sometime, i would just feel as if i'm far away from them. We do loves each other tho, so despite all the negative feelings & thoughts i'd rather choose positive. (:
I loved to choose to ignore the fact that i do care. Actually no, it's a lie.
I care a lot of things and i'm having a hard time to hide how much i do. Thing just happens and sometime you just wanted someone to be there and listen to all the scar in your heart & it's so not nice when you realize that they're not paying attention to your hearted confession as if your problem didn't even matter to them. But when they needed you the most, your always the one with the Free shoulder to offer.
But i'm learning to ignore what i care, so i wouldn't be so pathetic to all the things that i actually cares.
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